My monster was my truth denied. Be it by myself or another. The child in the storm. To grow myself up, I needed to be willing to change, and all that that encompasses. My ways. “What did I change?”, you might ask. Too much to write about. But if you want to do the same, my advice would be to just start somewhere. Wherever that is. Whatever it is you want to change in yourself and then ask your God for the ability to receive that gift. God wants nothing more than you to be bestowed that which is meant for you/us. As it is bestowed for one, so too is it bestowed for all.
God speed to you in all of the beautiful and wonderful and magical ways that God is. A men.